I saw you arrive, look at everything as if analyzing the soul of things
around you.
I saw his shy smile and his eyes watering.
I felt as if I could spend my life looking at that moment.
It really would.
But you saw me and broke the moment.
You tried to disguise his smile and blinked her eyes tightly to fend off
the tears.
I know how to lie and how to feel them.
What is more, know how to recognize you and how feel you.
You tried to lie without even saying a word.
But my child, I do not deceive myself.
And you can never bring myself to it.
I know when have you around.
And when I leave you feeling alone.
Even I always being there.
You chose to leave the beauty that was at yourself.
And I will not ever be able to redeem it.
That truth is a metallic taste unique.
But his trial on my soul is still alive and vivid in us.
I will always be those who will rob you and give you smiles and tears.
I am the soul in his eyes more intense and intriguing.
Just as the quieter and more distant.
I will be in the maze you get lost chasing a way to decipher
all secrets.
But you will always be an open book to me.
Your secrets will be confessed to me one by one.
But I'll never know how to be like you, my child.
My vision is pure black and white.
Your always been able to go much beyond that.
And you still cry for black and white.
If I could even cry with or for you.
And if that cry was able to return to that moment of the past.
I swear I would keep a little more.
At least to understand why you have been able to thank me,
At my mistake and say I was your best gift.
And as you support always saying the right words, and never hear
he most desires.
And say you understand and that there is no bitterness or complaint.
That you just feel, and never stated that I opened my mouth
to say what you already know.
And always known.
Marcos Matos
I do not know. It's a complex issue ... the deep. My English is not very good. I feel that communication is not very clear. You may not know some things and drawing conclusions from appearances ... but some things you're right. I'll try to think further understood and return later.